i just felt like blogging.
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i feel so disgusted.
EW.
whatever happened to the " _____" thing man.
EWWWWWWWW.
gross.
im being like a substitute.
ha. i wish the next "victim" of yours luck. =)
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my life this few weeks have been revolving around bands. idk why, but yah. im quite, worried for commonwealth.yes, i know ive graduated. but, since ive got nth to do, why not help them? save their asses man.
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anyway. the purpose of blogging now is like, to voice out my disgust whenever i think of you haha. gross shit. i cant believe.....................eeeeee
hhahahaa.
okay. i might sound insane and all now, but trust me, im fine. hahahha.
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last night was funeral wake.
yup.
it was near han's place so i called him down to talk.
well.
life is...__________
treasure it.
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it was nice and all.
mm.
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wed was BBQ @ wayne's place. very happy and stuff.
but, sorry to yea. you-know-who.
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fri night was dinner @ bishan J8.
hahahas.
too bored ehs!

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thank you my dear! <3
<3>

hello,

Linda is sick again.

or rather, she didnt get well the other time,

so hurrah.

her throat is bad =(

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jiayou kids!

hello.

Linda got into NAFA music,

majoring in horn

God Bless.

=D

LINDA IS A HAPPY GIRL

because.........

TODAY ZHU AND HAN BOUGHT ME LIANGCHA!

=D

so sweeeet right.

THANK YOU MY LOVESSSSSSSSSSS!

<3333

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and...

HER WHITLEY KIDS ARE IMPROVING!! =DDD

BORED STIFF.

linda was feeling super bored today because she's all sick, her nose is blocked, and she didnt go out.
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she couldn't take it anymore, so dinner @ westmall swensens with momma.
crayfish pasta was so-so.
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then mom wanted to watch tv, so she went home first..
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i lazed around at westmall for half an hour alone.
seriously,
its better than staying at home eh!
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bought many many hair accesories.
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and then i cleared my box of stuff in the drawer.
i need to get more bigger boxes to put all my hair stuff and uh, earrings!
=(
shall get them soon.
tomorrow maybe?
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teaching at whitley tmr,
i wanna get well!
dont like to be sick.
nose stuff,
sound like shit,
cannot talk properly =S
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oh yah!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RALPH!
=D
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i feel so bored to be home.
really.
there's like nothing to do.
there's no good tv shows either.
awwww =(
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amandeee was asking about the july esplanade concert.
idk if i should play but, will see how wokay!
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.dear joelle,
take care of yourself and dont overwork man!
=)
love you still!
<3
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i needa get out of my house =(
BORING.

band exchange at amkss, ramblings, thoughts.

wow. today was.
tiring.
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i saw many many many many people once again.
and
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wow.
their improved a lot!
spoke to andy alr.
hahaa.
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well.
idk lah.
i feel so FAN now.
sigh.
why is life like that.
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a day passed, and 2 friends found back. yay.
nice. =)

GAO WEI.

this afternn i heard this two words on teeeveee i think
"gao wei"
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then i started to feel very uncomfortable (gao wei)
but i didnt write it down.
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in the evening, i saw this word again.
on han's pm.
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now, im feeling more, ARGH. PEKCHEK.
i wanna prac horn,
but stupid throat of mine.
im feeling super gaowei ttm lor.
like shit like that.
feeling damn nua.
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im surprised at what i ate today.
tauhuay, and 1 bowl of porridge.
im amazed.
i dont feel hungry at all.
guess its the water that im drinking..
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God, please let my throat heal by tmr morning.
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i was just reading my past testimonial/comments in friendster.
ah, innocent kids loving one another that time.
so sweet.
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i miss you li-en!
dont be stress over your work rawr.
im always here for you to talk/rant at.
so, chill kk.
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today was productive working on pathetique mvmt 3. with a metronome.
wow.
=S

Sick, bone aching.

Linda is sick today and she spent the whole day using the comp, watching shows, and sleeping
what a pig.
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i watched step up 1.
good to watch dance performances again.
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was just blog hopping,
and i think that yea, cmb has really improved!
jiayou, kids!
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i'll be over at amk for their exchange tmr..
cause i got no time to go back alr =(
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anw, yiangshan called me earlier this afternn.
and she said, if i get in NAFA, its majoring horn.
haha, time to source for my own horn already!
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hais.
busy wk.
i missed tutoring at whitley today.
cos im really sick..
sigh.
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really want whitley horns to work very hard now.
=)
jiayou!
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*prays i get in NAFA and i get well very soon.*
*prays that NAFA calls me asap to tell me i got in horn*

music. is love.

afraid

i am afraid.

the feelings might come back again,

if you continue treating me so nicely.

........

SIGH.

after eating mini oreos..

i fell sick!

how good can it be.

really sweet oreos from raphael... thanks.

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so difficult to smile.

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i doubt you can..........................

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starting to think more..

hmmm.

how?

dont think so much?

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was just talking to amanda about the good O'days in cmb.
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those memories.
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seeing the band schedule now..
i hope.
itll be useful for them
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efficiency, focus, music, passion.
hmmm.
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jiayou! =D
im sorry i got no time to go back =(

enlightened

after church service.

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good talk with kaisze.

very nice and sweet girl

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good talk with thomas too.

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thanks bro.

thanks sis

rawr.

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i feel much.

-qing song-

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better.

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today was sight reading at xms.

difficult pieces.

rawr.

tuning =S omg.

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the best liao. =S

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I REALLY WANNA GET IN NAFA!!

HURRY, !!! NAFA, !!! CALL MEEEEEEEEEEEEE =(

=(

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call me quickly raWR!!!!!!!!

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going crazy.

Lousy.

feeling lousy.

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today was wake up early in the morning, went out to walk.

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watched tv,

got outta house to go over to whitley.

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today over at whitley was um, much better i guess?

they sound better.

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loong, han and shimin texted,

"wanna go watch movie?"

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"ghost show"

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i was thinking it wouldnt be that bad lah.

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but anw,

i still went to watch with them

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lesson learnt: never ever buy tidbits esp popcorn or nachos to go to horror movie.

hah.

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your snacks get ended up eaten by the guys who cannot stop laughing at your stupidity of being scared.

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well,

7/8 of the show i was hiding behind the popcorn box, covering my eyes and ears screaming.

shimin was sitting beside over on my right, she made me more scared throughout the movie.

weijie was over on my left, he scared me quite a few times.

ass.

rui and weijie couldnt stop laughing cos i was scared ttm.

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after the show, as usual, the guys will send the girls back.

hah,

this time they send me all the way to my doorstep cause after the movie i was, dead quiet.

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im too stunned/shocked to say anything.

+ all the things in my mind.

makes me ,

crazy.

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besides that,

a few people have been irritating me with the same stuff.

i just feel like,

ignoring every single one.

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its gonna be a busy wk next wk.

im going broke.

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oh,

just now i wanted to go down to buy drink.

beind such a chicken backside loser,

i asked peilong down with me.

haha, thanks ah!

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annoyed. scared. freaked out. pissed. sad. disappointed. hopeless. given up. double blow.

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all the best to tmr's demo band!

i am ...

happy!

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ytd was bball with zhu, han, jon, botak, winnie and mao

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really fun =D

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and then, today i woke up aching everywhere =(

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linda. shall exercise more. HAHA.

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han was saying i always procrastinate exercising, but OH WELL AHA

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today was slacking the whole day watching tv,

and then to meet ellise for nafa band concert!

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ive got a lot a lot to learn from the horns =(

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bad habits!! go away!!

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everything was fine today, except for someone, who came to irritate me.

blah.

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nafa band was good.

=D

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photos will be up on fb soon!

=D

hmmm.

well,

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i have to CHILL.

chill

chill.

chill

chill

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yea.

breathes in, breathes out.

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prays that i really get in.

FREAKING OUT!$#%$#Y^%#&#%^&%#^&%#

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<3>

thanks. you made my day =)

Today was Bradell Heights Symphony orchestra!

it was my first, and hopefully not the last time to perform w an orchestra.

=S

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This concert felt a lil weird,

cause i didnt have and friends there.

but well, there's always jeremy right!

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yea. and also, there wasnt anyone i knew who went for this concert.

so yah.

everything felt foreign except the music.

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i totally dislike tacet parts,

its like, you're being some blur sotong sitting on stage for idk how long.
yea, apparently, i was one ytd.

tacet 2 whole movements. =S

brahms.

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it was nice knowing jeremy more and all.

cause in ac band. even if i saw him,

we're just hi bye friends.

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nice knowing you Mr Ng!